man this relationship is sooo draining, how he’s gonna be like “and you still think I don’t like you” like DUH, I get sexually assaulted and you still save nudes on your phone and talk to other girls online. I have your baby and you STILL do that shit? What about that means you fucking like me? I hate how I deal with this shit.

GOD FUCKING DAMN, how many times do I have to tell him to stop doing shit that bothers me like saving other women’s nudes and sharing mine on discord. I- HOW am I the “love of your life” if you do all this behind my back. you can call me nosy and say I need to mind my business but why show love to someone who disrespects me behind my back

lovelysuggestions:

don’t feel guilty for not being able to handle everything, for needing a break. you need to look after yourself, too. self care is not selfish.

yes, we’ve communicated. but no he hasn’t comprehend my feelings. at this point, I really need to focus on my mental health. I can’t just act like i think abt it everyday and push it aside. I truly want to break up with him, i really need to get my money right and be on my own. I can’t stand having this beat me down and prevent me from my full potential all because I’m worried about what someone is doing behind my back. Even though I have expressed my feelings sooooooooooooooo many times. Yet, they still think it’s okay. I’ve grown. I’ve matured. I’ve changed.

I’m tired of those jokes/comments every single day of things I did. I’m sorry I hurt you, I really do regret it. Maybe he’s right about me crying for shit he’s doing. I can’t cry over some shit if I hurt him in the past. I don’t have a reason to feel this way. I have to feel how he felt. Worthless, ugly, not good enough. I constantly look in the mirror and see a piece of shit who was supposed to give someone all my heart, but I didn’t and now this is just karma making its way back around to me. I literally have no one to talk to and all of this just eats at me. I only have myself but sometimes that’s not enough.

I really thought I was done crying over this stuff. I thought I’d be so used to it that I’d just go numb about it. I can’t say anything to him because he’s going to try to validate why I can’t feel this way. I feel like he thinks I shouldn’t feel the way I do. He says my feelings are important too, but why try to compare it to how you felt about a situation? I’m expressing how I feel and he makes it about him.

It’s sad that I used to be so confident with my self then all of a sudden I lost that, it really hurts when the person who’s supposed to make you feel like the most beautiful person in the world gives attention to others and makes them feel special also.

anxietyproblem:

msdyanicarissa:

The best type of sex is when ya can be hella nasty & hella sweet at the same time. Pound me out & hold my hand.

uniej: